"Roses" lyrics

I want to wear some color
But I only look good in black
I want to wear some color
I ain't holding back

She wanted a good man
[?]
She wanted a good man
Till I turned bad

Now I'm bleeding like the roses
Like the petals when they wilt
Yeah, I'm bleeding like the roses
The most alive I've ever felt
Now I'm bleeding like the roses
Like the petals when they wilt
Now I'm bleeding like the roses

I tried to wear some color
They keep pulling me back
I tried to wear some color
Now I'm back in black

She wanted a good man
[?]
She wanted a good man
Till I turned bad

Now I'm bleeding like the roses
Like the petals when they wilt
Yeah, I'm bleeding like the roses
The most alive I've ever felt
Said I'm bleeding like the roses
Like the petals when they wilt
Yeah, I'm bleeding like the roses
The most alive I've ever felt

Now she outside yelling
Now she outside screaming
Now she's outside professing
I'm the best she's ever had
Now she outside yelling
Now she outside screaming
Now she's outside professing
I'm the best she's ever had

Cause I'm bleeding like the roses
Like the petals when they wilt
Said I'm bleeding like the roses
The most alive I've ever felt
And I've tried to let her go
And I've got to let her go
I'm dying to let her go
Before my heart...
Before my heart...
Before my heart... explodes!