"Sad Days" lyrics

I said my life is full of sad days
Every time that I wake up I'm in a bad place
All these people playing games like it's 2k
Playing with my feelings
Now I'm feeling like I'm broken
My fault that I left my heart open
Now I'm sinking towards the bottom of the ocean
My fault that I left my eyes open
I hate the old me
So I'm tryna be a new man
I would rather close my eyes and see my dreams
Than to have to live in this world full of dark schemes
I would rather close my eyes and see my dreams
Cause ain't nothing in this world really what it seems
And maybe that's the reason why I always be asleep
Cause I'm caught up in this world full of fantasies
And maybe that's the reason why my life feels incomplete
Cause my eyes are shut so I can find the missing piece (yeah)

My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days yeah
My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days yeah
My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days yeah
My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days, sad days yeah

And they be taking over my mind
It been like this too long
I tried my best but it seems that the more I try
The more that I feel withdrawn
I hide myself in my room several weeks at a time
And no one even knows I'm gone
I wore my mask everyday and I stayed inside
Before the world got locked down
Now I
See more when both of my eyes are closed
Open my mind and let it overflow
No place in there that I cannot go
Maybe it's too much but I don't know
Write pain and pour it into microphone
Press play, and leave the rest of the story untold
I'll wake and enter another episode
Till then I'm gonna need you to leave me lone

My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days yeah
My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days yeah
My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days yeah
My life is full of sad days yeah
Said my life is full of sad days, sad days yeah