"Crazy" lyrics
I'm crazy
Fucked up in the head they might say
I'm crazy
And everyday gon' be a bad day
I'm crazy
Numb it like I took some novocaine
I'm crazy
I need a change in the worst way
Waking up I'm so disgusted with my own behaviour
Could do it now but it can wait I think I'll do it later
Inspiring so many people but I overlook it
Driving through these streets you know my thoughts are cookin'
Would seek for help but I don't want the doctors medication
To decompress I smoke some purp now paranoia's kickin'
Why I do this to myself I always beg the question
Being stressed out is my job I chose this occupation
Cause in my mind it feels so convoluted
Shut these voices down I cannot do this
I just wanna know that you won't leave me
When I get out control it isn't pretty
I'm crazy
Fucked up in the head they might say
I'm crazy
And everyday gon' be a bad day
I'm crazy
Numb it like I took some novocaine
I'm crazy
I need a change in the worst way
I'm not an easy one to love its filled with peaks and valleys
I probably shoulda went to therapy a mental challenge
Growing up without a father kinda fucked me up
At any moment like a bomb I'm ready to erupt
But looking back I couldn't be the person I'm becoming
Without adversity or failure won't amount to nothing
You wanna be in my position but you couldn't stomach
I battled through the depths of hell I said I wouldn't plummet
Still I'm fighting with depression its a silent war
Some days I wake up and I wonder what I do this for
But all the people that I saved I simply can't ignore
I'm not content there's still a part of me that's wanting more
Cause in my mind it feels so convoluted
Shut these voices down I cannot do this
I just wanna know that you won't leave me
When I get out control it isn't pretty
I'm crazy
Fucked up in the head they might say
I'm crazy
And everyday gon' be a bad day
I'm crazy
Numb it like I took some novocaine
I'm crazy
I need a change in the worst way
Fucked up in the head they might say
I'm crazy
And everyday gon' be a bad day
I'm crazy
Numb it like I took some novocaine
I'm crazy
I need a change in the worst way
Waking up I'm so disgusted with my own behaviour
Could do it now but it can wait I think I'll do it later
Inspiring so many people but I overlook it
Driving through these streets you know my thoughts are cookin'
Would seek for help but I don't want the doctors medication
To decompress I smoke some purp now paranoia's kickin'
Why I do this to myself I always beg the question
Being stressed out is my job I chose this occupation
Cause in my mind it feels so convoluted
Shut these voices down I cannot do this
I just wanna know that you won't leave me
When I get out control it isn't pretty
I'm crazy
Fucked up in the head they might say
I'm crazy
And everyday gon' be a bad day
I'm crazy
Numb it like I took some novocaine
I'm crazy
I need a change in the worst way
I'm not an easy one to love its filled with peaks and valleys
I probably shoulda went to therapy a mental challenge
Growing up without a father kinda fucked me up
At any moment like a bomb I'm ready to erupt
But looking back I couldn't be the person I'm becoming
Without adversity or failure won't amount to nothing
You wanna be in my position but you couldn't stomach
I battled through the depths of hell I said I wouldn't plummet
Still I'm fighting with depression its a silent war
Some days I wake up and I wonder what I do this for
But all the people that I saved I simply can't ignore
I'm not content there's still a part of me that's wanting more
Cause in my mind it feels so convoluted
Shut these voices down I cannot do this
I just wanna know that you won't leave me
When I get out control it isn't pretty
I'm crazy
Fucked up in the head they might say
I'm crazy
And everyday gon' be a bad day
I'm crazy
Numb it like I took some novocaine
I'm crazy
I need a change in the worst way
