"Feeling So Low" lyrics

"Feeling So Low"

Staring in the face of death, gotta make a choice
Life is all about decisions, can I fill the void?
Now that I think about it, trauma's something I avoid
I pop an edible, go lock the doors, I'm paranoid
My inner dialogue affecting every part of me
I'm dropping thousands on my mental health, a hefty fee
I'm still praying for the day that I stand a chance
But in my head it's convoluted, should I go revamp?!
I got the confidence, thank God I'm competent
In my career but being social it's the opposite
It's sorta feeling like that someone took a knife
And stabbed it in my heart, don't ask if I'm alright
Attending therapy 'cause I can't handle all my problems
It's either that or I'll be Robin Williams in a coffin
This ain't a joke, you know what it's like at rock bottom
What is tomorrow when survival is your only option

I've been feeling low
There's just some shit in my head
I can't let it go
I know it makes no sense
But God I'm so alone
I think I'm going crazy
I've been feeling low
Lo-low
Got me feeling so low

Got me feeling so low
Got me feeling so low

I said that last time this would be the last time
I'm on a battlefield, watch out for the landmines
It's pure insanity, I must be out my damn mind
An intervention, needed happiness I can't buy
This is a cinderella story with a plot twist
Play devil's advocate, the world is cruel and heartless
There's Problematic and there's Greg, who do I pick?!
I like the artist, not the person, but they co-exist
I'm demotivated, so low an understatement
I let my demons out, now it's too late, I can't escape it
Had plenty conversations with me, myself and I
I pray I find a shortie and she be ride or die
I failed so many times, you gotta take the risk
Or deal with consequences you don't wanna have to list
My biggest fear is looking back and then regretting shit
Like should I do it? Should I not? It's fucking ludicrous
Often we neglect the things that matter most to us
It's not intentional but dark clouds have you in a rut
I wear my scars on my sleeve to symbolize the pain
And to remind myself I'm never going broke again

I've been feeling low
There's just some shit in my head
I can't let it go
I know it makes no sense
But God I'm so alone
I think I'm going crazy
I've been feeling low
Lo-low
Got me feeling so low

Trust me... I know what it's like
To hit rock bottom (Got me feeling so low)
To feel like you have no one
Want to end it all (Got me feeling so low)
But I'm optimistic
That we will find that light at the end of the tunnel (Got me feeling so low)
We are here
We are warriors (Got me feeling so low)
And we will fight


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