"Hanging By A Thread" lyrics

I'm hanging by a thread
And living on the edge
The way I feel inside
I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own
Nowhere to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil
It's such a lonely road

I feel the pressure I don't know if I can take it
Everyday I be going through the same shit
My past haunting I cannot escape it
My mind wanders I am not complacent
Too many people depending on me
I never lost faith but they do not see
The pain that I felt or the demons I feed
Just to get in this spot watching everyone leave
Maybe one day I can feel alive again
I've been lost so long I cannot explain
What goes up comes down that's a lot of weight
I need a reason 'cause lately I don't wanna stay
I bottle up my emotions and I do it well
But I know that my time hasn't come yet
Contemplating got the pistol locked and fully loaded
But I don't have it in me I cannot quit

I'm hanging by a thread
And living on the edge
The way I feel inside
I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own
Nowhere to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil
It's such a lonely road

I'm hanging by a thread
And living on the edge
The way I feel inside
I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own
Nowhere to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil
It's such a lonely road

It's one step forward and two steps back
I'm walking through hell and there's no clear path
Happiness comes but it never does last
Get clean for a week then I just relapse
Overthinking will probably be the death of me
If only my thoughts had an off switch
I'm so distant more than I have ever been
I keep stressing over things that I cannot fix
I feel the pressure and its hitting like a freight train
These dark clouds follow me through the fucking rain
Find peace I need I cannot sustain
How I'm living life is tearing me to smithereens
Making friends I have never been good with
I make one wrong move and I'm dismissed
I won't bother to explain they won't understand
Not even therapy could turn me to a better man
As I look in the mirror with disgust
I wanna make a change I'm hoping I can trust
I wanna be happy just know I am enough
Tell me that you won't leave when the going gets tough
I'm alive but I'm dying inside
Barely hanging on I am running outta fight
Talking to my demons like every damn night
Play the chorus one more time and it sorta goes like

I'm hanging by a thread
And living on the edge
The way I feel inside
I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own
Nowhere to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil
It's such a lonely road

I'm hanging by a thread
And living on the edge
The way I feel inside
I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own
Nowhere to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil
It's such a lonely road