"If I Don't Stay Sober" lyrics
Been a minute since I felt alive
Light a doobie then I'm on cloud nine
Still searching for that peace inside
Through the tunnel til I find that light
Part of me that's incomplete
Validations what I seek
Conflict I tend to avoid
Til it starts catching up and there's no retreat
Joey passed away, I ain't never been the same since
Running from my problems is the only way to deal with
Everything I feel but that will never fix shit
Karma gonna find you if you don't decide to face it
No amount of weed is gonna take away the pain felt
Dancing with the devil, now I'm starting to enjoy hell
Maybe cuz I didn't get the closure why my Dad left
Hung me out dry hitting harder than my Step Dad
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Goosebumps all over my skin
As I sit for a moment reminisce where I've been
Never been the type to fit in
So I got a little bitter cuz I'm not like them
Then I grew up and I realized quick
All the shit that I went through gave me strength
If I had to go back I would not change a thing
Cause it led me to right where I am
Always been an outcast, I'm a stubborn muthafucker
Wear my heart on my sleeve and I love like no other
I cannot let it be, I don't come with a filter
Stay calm as the sea that ain't me, I'm reluctant yeah
Old habits I'm praying they die hard
Hennessy got me feeling like I'm Mozart
I don't make the right decision when I'm pissed off
Shoulda learned to walk away that be a good start
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Took a wrong turn, now I'm looking for the highway
Stubborn muthafucker, I prefer to do it my way
I can't breath, suffocate my lungs with MJ
I can't sleep, I might have to call a sick day
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Light a doobie then I'm on cloud nine
Still searching for that peace inside
Through the tunnel til I find that light
Part of me that's incomplete
Validations what I seek
Conflict I tend to avoid
Til it starts catching up and there's no retreat
Joey passed away, I ain't never been the same since
Running from my problems is the only way to deal with
Everything I feel but that will never fix shit
Karma gonna find you if you don't decide to face it
No amount of weed is gonna take away the pain felt
Dancing with the devil, now I'm starting to enjoy hell
Maybe cuz I didn't get the closure why my Dad left
Hung me out dry hitting harder than my Step Dad
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Goosebumps all over my skin
As I sit for a moment reminisce where I've been
Never been the type to fit in
So I got a little bitter cuz I'm not like them
Then I grew up and I realized quick
All the shit that I went through gave me strength
If I had to go back I would not change a thing
Cause it led me to right where I am
Always been an outcast, I'm a stubborn muthafucker
Wear my heart on my sleeve and I love like no other
I cannot let it be, I don't come with a filter
Stay calm as the sea that ain't me, I'm reluctant yeah
Old habits I'm praying they die hard
Hennessy got me feeling like I'm Mozart
I don't make the right decision when I'm pissed off
Shoulda learned to walk away that be a good start
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Took a wrong turn, now I'm looking for the highway
Stubborn muthafucker, I prefer to do it my way
I can't breath, suffocate my lungs with MJ
I can't sleep, I might have to call a sick day
Rain pouring down as I'm sitting by the window
Time goes by but I'm still the same asshole
I'm still lost, haven't found my closure
I'm okay if I don't stay sober
Writer(s): Truong Tran, Greg Macdonald
