"i'm fine" lyrics

I'll say I'm okay
But that is a lie
I can't keep running
There's nowhere to hide

My depression gets the best of me
I've been acting so distant, my apology
Never could imagine life the way it is
I kinda miss that person that I used to be
Every day's a bad day negativity
It's been eating away like a cavity
Never had a real home or a family
I just hide my pain so easily

I'll say I'm okay
But that is a lie
I can't keep running
There's nowhere to hide
So fucked up lately
My head's in the sky
Ask how I'm doing
I'll say that I'm fine
God, can you hear me?
I sure need a sign
Been years of hurting
How damaged am I

Only sad songs playing on repeat
I tend to see the worst in everything
Ain't nobody gonna come and rescue me
So I gotta stay strong till infinity
Say I wanna change, that's a fucking lie
Such a loss cause, ain't no alibi
Why do I quit every time I try
You start your day, I'm just ending mine

I'll say I'm okay
But that is a lie
I can't keep running
There's nowhere to hide
So fucked up lately
My head's in the sky
Ask how I'm doing
I'll say that I'm fine
God, can you hear me?
I sure need a sign
Been years of hurting
How damaged am I