"Mirror" lyrics
I'm losing everyone but it's all my fault
My mistakes can't erase, will forever haunt
I need change, I need change, yeah I need that quick
Wear a mask just to hide, why do I do this?
I carry that weight like I'm 10 men strong
You can see it in my eyes that I've been through a lot
Need to be a better man for the ones in my life
Cuz I'm close to the edge from the wars I've fought
You don't like who I am? I would have to agree
Cause I lied once again, what the hell to believe
I just want an escape cause I don't wanna think
Of the problems I caused they have been on repeat
I got a bad temper that I can't control
Probably stems from my childhood I never did solve
Quite scary what you see when the lights go off
Got a split personality I should resolve
Who I'm gonna be? I have yet to decide
I'm impulsive and constantly stirring a fight
I might to turn to a drink or some weed for the night
But the feeling is worse coming down from the high
Is it you? Is it me? I just love to make assumptions
I came up, I came up, best believe I came from nothing
I remember all them days when I could barely feed my stomach
Then I got just what I wanted but I still feel Imma plummet
I'm okay, I'm okay, what I tell myself
I can't sleep, paranoid, can't escape this hell
Who you are is how you act when ain't no one around
See the person in the mirror, don't recognize him now
Why everyday gotta feel like this?
How am I still in this same damn mess
Lord, please heal me for all of my sins
Looking for answers I can't seem to get
Tore me apart, put a knife in my heart
Cause I can't trust a thing, shoulda known from the start
No it's not what you think, yeah it's not what you thought
See I'm talking bout me cause the lies never stop
What I really need is a place of peace
But I look in the mirror and I'm close to defeat
'Cause the choices I made I'll regret in a week
I've been stuck in the void, when will I be free?
All I ever hear is you'll be fine
You really got it made, you will be alright
Maybe go meditate, try to ease your mind
But these voices come back full force at night
I'm running, running, keep on running
But I stay hungry, gotta feed my stomach
A string of good days, I ain't see that coming
With the road I'm on, will I reach the summit?
I don't mean no harm if I left you unread
I've been tryna make it right, been a war inside my head
Spent many cold days, thinking better off dead
But the person in the mirror said we ain't done yet
Is it you? Is it me? I just love to make assumptions
I came up, I came up, best believe I came from nothing
I remember all them days when I could barely feed my stomach
Then I got just what I wanted but I still feel Imma plummet
I'm okay, I'm okay, what I tell myself
I can't sleep, paranoid, can't escape this hell
Who you are is how you act when ain't no one around
See the person in the mirror, don't recognize him now
My mistakes can't erase, will forever haunt
I need change, I need change, yeah I need that quick
Wear a mask just to hide, why do I do this?
I carry that weight like I'm 10 men strong
You can see it in my eyes that I've been through a lot
Need to be a better man for the ones in my life
Cuz I'm close to the edge from the wars I've fought
You don't like who I am? I would have to agree
Cause I lied once again, what the hell to believe
I just want an escape cause I don't wanna think
Of the problems I caused they have been on repeat
I got a bad temper that I can't control
Probably stems from my childhood I never did solve
Quite scary what you see when the lights go off
Got a split personality I should resolve
Who I'm gonna be? I have yet to decide
I'm impulsive and constantly stirring a fight
I might to turn to a drink or some weed for the night
But the feeling is worse coming down from the high
Is it you? Is it me? I just love to make assumptions
I came up, I came up, best believe I came from nothing
I remember all them days when I could barely feed my stomach
Then I got just what I wanted but I still feel Imma plummet
I'm okay, I'm okay, what I tell myself
I can't sleep, paranoid, can't escape this hell
Who you are is how you act when ain't no one around
See the person in the mirror, don't recognize him now
Why everyday gotta feel like this?
How am I still in this same damn mess
Lord, please heal me for all of my sins
Looking for answers I can't seem to get
Tore me apart, put a knife in my heart
Cause I can't trust a thing, shoulda known from the start
No it's not what you think, yeah it's not what you thought
See I'm talking bout me cause the lies never stop
What I really need is a place of peace
But I look in the mirror and I'm close to defeat
'Cause the choices I made I'll regret in a week
I've been stuck in the void, when will I be free?
All I ever hear is you'll be fine
You really got it made, you will be alright
Maybe go meditate, try to ease your mind
But these voices come back full force at night
I'm running, running, keep on running
But I stay hungry, gotta feed my stomach
A string of good days, I ain't see that coming
With the road I'm on, will I reach the summit?
I don't mean no harm if I left you unread
I've been tryna make it right, been a war inside my head
Spent many cold days, thinking better off dead
But the person in the mirror said we ain't done yet
Is it you? Is it me? I just love to make assumptions
I came up, I came up, best believe I came from nothing
I remember all them days when I could barely feed my stomach
Then I got just what I wanted but I still feel Imma plummet
I'm okay, I'm okay, what I tell myself
I can't sleep, paranoid, can't escape this hell
Who you are is how you act when ain't no one around
See the person in the mirror, don't recognize him now
