"My House" lyrics
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
I've been dealing with these voices every night
Become accustomed but that comes with a price
I'm holding on so dearly another fight
Don't really care who's wrong or who is right
I'm just looking for an answer, God please!?
We've all gone through addiction, we all suffer
My biggest problem has got to be my OCD
I'm trembling cold, find it hard to recover
I just wanna feel a breeze like it's summertime
Get rid of all these demons in my mind
Find a girl that loves unconditional
She don't judge on point like a decimal
It's so easy to reach for another bottle
But so difficult to confront on your problems
Probably why we runaway but it won't solve 'em
The next day got us fallen like it's fucking autumn
I hope you know you're not alone on this wicked path
People come and go and feelings they just don't last
Always gonna be a reason to keep going
Swim good, swim good, Frank Ocean
Hard wired, looking for a safe haven
Might bend, won't break when these walls caving
I've become so hollow like a tin-man
Contemplating as I'm staring at the ceiling fan
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
Wanna know what scares me the most?
The look of regret on the people growing old
It motivates me to push harder and grow
At any given point this life could be gone
We self sabotage shooting up our cortisol
Got us anxious, depressed, or we're pissed off
Made it to day 6 then got withdraws
I'm giving in again, I hit another pitfall
We all got bad habits that we needa break
A vicious cycle at times that we can't escape
When in doubt you should probably just go for it
Born a sinner so I always pray to my Lord
Ungrateful, never really satisfied
I need to go through bad shit just to write
I'd rather be alone than to go and socialize
The thought of that quite scary like I'm Pennywise
Driving down the highway, music blaring
Tryna find my way but it's not apparent
Don't wanna feel right now, think I'm done caring
Call it selfish, at this point I'm not sharing
(Uhhh!) Why is this world so cruel?
(Yeah!) Why was I played like a fool?
It'll all make sense though eventually
Till then tryna level up mentally
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
I've been dealing with these voices every night
Become accustomed but that comes with a price
I'm holding on so dearly another fight
Don't really care who's wrong or who is right
I'm just looking for an answer, God please!?
We've all gone through addiction, we all suffer
My biggest problem has got to be my OCD
I'm trembling cold, find it hard to recover
I just wanna feel a breeze like it's summertime
Get rid of all these demons in my mind
Find a girl that loves unconditional
She don't judge on point like a decimal
It's so easy to reach for another bottle
But so difficult to confront on your problems
Probably why we runaway but it won't solve 'em
The next day got us fallen like it's fucking autumn
I hope you know you're not alone on this wicked path
People come and go and feelings they just don't last
Always gonna be a reason to keep going
Swim good, swim good, Frank Ocean
Hard wired, looking for a safe haven
Might bend, won't break when these walls caving
I've become so hollow like a tin-man
Contemplating as I'm staring at the ceiling fan
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
Wanna know what scares me the most?
The look of regret on the people growing old
It motivates me to push harder and grow
At any given point this life could be gone
We self sabotage shooting up our cortisol
Got us anxious, depressed, or we're pissed off
Made it to day 6 then got withdraws
I'm giving in again, I hit another pitfall
We all got bad habits that we needa break
A vicious cycle at times that we can't escape
When in doubt you should probably just go for it
Born a sinner so I always pray to my Lord
Ungrateful, never really satisfied
I need to go through bad shit just to write
I'd rather be alone than to go and socialize
The thought of that quite scary like I'm Pennywise
Driving down the highway, music blaring
Tryna find my way but it's not apparent
Don't wanna feel right now, think I'm done caring
Call it selfish, at this point I'm not sharing
(Uhhh!) Why is this world so cruel?
(Yeah!) Why was I played like a fool?
It'll all make sense though eventually
Till then tryna level up mentally
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talking to me
I need out right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So tryna better myself
Writer(s): Greg Macdonald, Alex Nour
