"My Last Record" lyrics
I make a sad song then you all listen, it's a happy rap then it's all crickets
I think it's time that I take a stand for the fake fans, tell me who's in it?
You care for me I start to question, your actions different, you must be tripping
Like whatever happened, you do not reply to my messages no more, I'm dipping
I'm sorry, this is goodbye, you don't like my vibe it's alright
Still got real ones by my side, since 2016 on my grind
No matter the case I'm loyal, I see your true colors unfoil
I promise I'll always stay faithful, if I change for the good, be grateful
I had to forgive some people that I never wanted to but I know that it was for the best
And I put all I do in the music I produce but I seem just to get back less
Had some family members go ghost on me but I will not turn heartless
Yet I keep moving forward in my head still a war but I know that I will win, yes
These highs and lows incredible, don't waste my time, that's pitiful
I realize most are cynical, I'm a different breed, so biblical
I don't ever sneak diss, subliminal, I'm still so far from my pinnacle
There's been many days where I wanna throw the towel in but I know I'm not typical (let's go)
I don't fail to deliver, I'm as cold as the winter, want a piece of this pie but you can't get a sliver
Hear an actual spitter, got the mind of a winner, sitting on a gold mine, you don't dare to consider
But I'm not turning bitter, moving fast as a sprinter, always been an over-thinker so my past does linger
Thanking God that I don't turn back to the liquor, I was in a bad place, I was born a sinner
Oh no you complain, you don't know the half of my pain
You don't want inside of my brain, I'm so so sick and deranged
Still wonder how I maintain, so many snakes in this game
Will fuck you over again with no remorse and no shame (wait)
I set a goal to be a millionaire by the time that I turn thirty
If my maths correct I got one year to make it happen man, don't worry
A part of me stays dialed in but the other half is unworthy
When am I gonna realize that my true potential is worthy?
Oh you think I made it here from a handout? I'll be there for a friend when a man down
But you can't say the same when you come round, follow everything I do, you a fan now?
Always been a little lost in a damn crowd, I don't wanna fit in, rather stand out
I could've never planned how it panned out, big dreams but I come from a small town
I hate the fact that my stubborn ass is always proving a point
And I hate the fact that my numbers down, I cannot seem to rejoice
You claim to be my biggest fan and stick with me till the end
But where you at? Nowhere to be found, that's a failed attempt
Got my eyes on the green, not a cup filled with lean, little bump of caffeine and I'm so pristine
Should've know I been a problem when I hopped on the scene, me and rap go together like coke to a fiend
I might come across so obnoxious, but the flow go so retarded
I'm a voice for the brokenhearted, off the map, I'm so uncharted
I am a solo artist, wouldn't ever trade that
But I won't get the recognition I deserve back
With the workload I contain, it's such a huge stressor
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
I think it's time that I take a stand for the fake fans, tell me who's in it?
You care for me I start to question, your actions different, you must be tripping
Like whatever happened, you do not reply to my messages no more, I'm dipping
I'm sorry, this is goodbye, you don't like my vibe it's alright
Still got real ones by my side, since 2016 on my grind
No matter the case I'm loyal, I see your true colors unfoil
I promise I'll always stay faithful, if I change for the good, be grateful
I had to forgive some people that I never wanted to but I know that it was for the best
And I put all I do in the music I produce but I seem just to get back less
Had some family members go ghost on me but I will not turn heartless
Yet I keep moving forward in my head still a war but I know that I will win, yes
These highs and lows incredible, don't waste my time, that's pitiful
I realize most are cynical, I'm a different breed, so biblical
I don't ever sneak diss, subliminal, I'm still so far from my pinnacle
There's been many days where I wanna throw the towel in but I know I'm not typical (let's go)
I don't fail to deliver, I'm as cold as the winter, want a piece of this pie but you can't get a sliver
Hear an actual spitter, got the mind of a winner, sitting on a gold mine, you don't dare to consider
But I'm not turning bitter, moving fast as a sprinter, always been an over-thinker so my past does linger
Thanking God that I don't turn back to the liquor, I was in a bad place, I was born a sinner
Oh no you complain, you don't know the half of my pain
You don't want inside of my brain, I'm so so sick and deranged
Still wonder how I maintain, so many snakes in this game
Will fuck you over again with no remorse and no shame (wait)
I set a goal to be a millionaire by the time that I turn thirty
If my maths correct I got one year to make it happen man, don't worry
A part of me stays dialed in but the other half is unworthy
When am I gonna realize that my true potential is worthy?
Oh you think I made it here from a handout? I'll be there for a friend when a man down
But you can't say the same when you come round, follow everything I do, you a fan now?
Always been a little lost in a damn crowd, I don't wanna fit in, rather stand out
I could've never planned how it panned out, big dreams but I come from a small town
I hate the fact that my stubborn ass is always proving a point
And I hate the fact that my numbers down, I cannot seem to rejoice
You claim to be my biggest fan and stick with me till the end
But where you at? Nowhere to be found, that's a failed attempt
Got my eyes on the green, not a cup filled with lean, little bump of caffeine and I'm so pristine
Should've know I been a problem when I hopped on the scene, me and rap go together like coke to a fiend
I might come across so obnoxious, but the flow go so retarded
I'm a voice for the brokenhearted, off the map, I'm so uncharted
I am a solo artist, wouldn't ever trade that
But I won't get the recognition I deserve back
With the workload I contain, it's such a huge stressor
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
Last record, last record
Would y'all love me all the same if it's my last record?
