"My Stress" lyrics

I'm stressing over things that didn't happen yet
I guess a part of me that's always living on the edge
I tend to doubt myself in negativity I'm drowning
I'm losing time but tell me who the fuck is really counting?!
It's kinda scary I could lose everything that I've built
To chase a dream but wonder if I'll ever be fulfilled
It's never good enough the stakes are only getting higher
I feel the pressure and it's gripping like a pair of pliers

I want someone to hold me
Tell me it will be okay
A little hope I'm holding
Watching slowly fade away

My stress eating me alive
I keep everything inside
No one understands me
Toss and turnin' through the night

It's sad that I might never actually find my closure
Growing up without a father, such a rollercoaster
But it built me tough as nails, I'm fighting like a soldier
I wear my heart up on my sleeve, this war is far from over
It's kinda scary how some trauma can destroy a person
I tried some therapy but we could barely scratch the surface
And no amount of money gonna fix your problems
Until you fix the damage done will follow to your coffin

I want someone to hold me
Tell me it will be okay
A little hope I'm holding
Watching slowly fade away

My stress eating me alive
I keep everything inside
No one understands me
Toss and turnin' through the night

They say they want the old me
That person is dead and gone
My stress isn't healthy
Know I'm not the only one

I want someone to hold me
Tell me it will be okay
A little hope I'm holding
Watching slowly fade away

My stress eating me alive
I keep everything inside
No one understands me
Toss and turnin' through the night