"Notebook" lyrics
It's kinda funny you've been there for me through every moment
You gave me hope when I was lost down and at my lowest
You understand that I'm an introvert and need my space
You get my silence as I push through dark and gloomy days
Jot my thoughts on a piece of paper therapeutic
Who would imagine that I'd make a living off my music
When I was feeling so depressed you'd always have my back
And when I had nowhere to turn you helped me cope with that
Always been a disappointment and for that I'm sorry
I'm just glad I found my purpose, I can tell my story
We had a lot of long nights, just the two of us
I doubted constantly but yet you think I am enough
It's unbelievable amount that we can overcome
I may have lost but I don't quit and we are far from done
Always been an outsider since I can remember
No time to settle 'cause I know for sure it'll get better
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
Remember going to the store just to grab some milk
Coming home, fight ensued, mom and dad would yell
Close my ears, walk away, crying doesn't help
Go to my room, play the beat where the pain is felt
I've always struggled with my words but with you it's different
Spill it out on the page when I'm reminiscent
I think I found my safe haven from my darkest moments
It's kinda funny when I think about it... omnipotent
Confidence I struggled with for the longest time
Not a sense of my belonging, need a peace of mind
I'm just thankful that I met you cause I could of died
You saved my life and I could not repay you if I tried
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
You gave me hope when I was lost down and at my lowest
You understand that I'm an introvert and need my space
You get my silence as I push through dark and gloomy days
Jot my thoughts on a piece of paper therapeutic
Who would imagine that I'd make a living off my music
When I was feeling so depressed you'd always have my back
And when I had nowhere to turn you helped me cope with that
Always been a disappointment and for that I'm sorry
I'm just glad I found my purpose, I can tell my story
We had a lot of long nights, just the two of us
I doubted constantly but yet you think I am enough
It's unbelievable amount that we can overcome
I may have lost but I don't quit and we are far from done
Always been an outsider since I can remember
No time to settle 'cause I know for sure it'll get better
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
Remember going to the store just to grab some milk
Coming home, fight ensued, mom and dad would yell
Close my ears, walk away, crying doesn't help
Go to my room, play the beat where the pain is felt
I've always struggled with my words but with you it's different
Spill it out on the page when I'm reminiscent
I think I found my safe haven from my darkest moments
It's kinda funny when I think about it... omnipotent
Confidence I struggled with for the longest time
Not a sense of my belonging, need a peace of mind
I'm just thankful that I met you cause I could of died
You saved my life and I could not repay you if I tried
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
It saddens me
What we tell ourselves
Become reality
Still praying for the day
That I live happily
My mind plays tricks
So I can't go to sleep
It's a re-run
Just another re-run
