"Option" lyrics

I sacrificed a lot to get where I'm at
Made some bad decisions, got me headed down the wrong path
People walked all over me like I'm a doormat
Expectations lead to disappointment, had to learn fast
I've been judged my whole life, this ain't nothing new
Only difference is got a platform Ima use
Ask me back then all them substances would abuse
It was my escape but I can't keep running from the truth
Who woulda knew fast forward to the present day
Made a little money, made a name but I hate the fame
Think about adversity and everything I overcame
Struggle tryna balance, I'm the type to go against the grain
Anyway, I know real G's move in silence
A byproduct of my momma, Ima fucking problem
A little THC and I'll be flying like Aladdin
I'll be moving strong till they bury me inside my casket

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still I do this like I never had an option

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still I do this like I never had an option

Never had an option but then I made a choice
Sick of suffering I finally had to fill the void
I'm paranoid, simply triggered over any noise
Gotta face my fears, I can't fix em if I still avoid
Angel on my left, Devil on my right shoulder
I'm having mood swings you would think I'm bipolar
I'm a warrior, that means that Ima still fight
Same anthem plays in my head and it goes like...

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still I do this like I never had an option

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still I do this like I never had an option