"Out My Mind" lyrics

I've been losing my mind for no reason
I look around, ain't nothing been appealing
My ex girl already with a new man
Out with the old, had to formulate a new plan
I'm in your head like lobotomy surgery
I need meds, it never did occur to me
I lay in bed, it's been nonstop worrying
Out of this world like a damn barbarian
I need a girl with a fat ass like J. Lo
Rolling up the green so sticky like playdough
Only thing I murder that ink I'm a lyricist
Pick apart my thoughts, they're dark and mysterious
Cheated / mistreated, that's not alright
Shame on me for believing your lies
May have turned me bitter but I'm focused on the mission
I've been living with no limits, take a look in my eyes
Beast mode! Know I did it on my own, no cheat codes
I should probably take a break and deload
I've been praying everyday, Tim Tebow
Ain't never been the same since a heartbreak
Gave you all of my love from a hard place
Then you play with my emotions like a card game
Now I'm screaming fuck you from all the pain that I felt
Breaking down in the hallway
I don't even know who I am no more
Don't wanna go outside cause it's far from the norm
Gotta wear a mask if I don't start a war
We're like puppets on a string to the government conform
Need to wake up
Ima say it one time for the people
Like a chemical imbalance, it's dangerous
But we're all created equal
Think about it for a second...
I might snap any minute, I'll attack and replenish
I've been stacking the odds, so immaculate with it
I've established a presence, have been slacking and sinning
Pray to God that I make it out actually winning
I adapt with precision and attract what you're missing
Got a tendency of blowing up that tunnel vision
I stand behind my bars like a convict living
If you wanna intervene, that's a suicide mission

I wouldn't wish the worst upon my enemies
But I've been fighting demons endlessly
Hoping maybe someday they'll remember me
I am not the only one that's going insane
Ayo!
I've been losing track of time, simply out my fucking mind, I know
Ayo!
Tell me what is going on, I'm out my mind

I've been going to the gym, need discipline
I found the remedy, now everybody listening
From California all the way to Michigan
Never lose sight, got my eye up on the Benjamins
Ride around with a flow so dirty
Self sabotage feeling unworthy
Think I need to slow down, really 'bout to burnout
Bashing my head off the wall, you ain't heard me
Bruise deep, only thing I murder is the loose leaf
Lose sleep, hyperventilating buckle up, no car seat
Punchlines probably hit you harder than some concrete
Know they depending on me like two feet
About to go bananas like Donkey Kong
All eyes on me, Mackaveli
Really wonder how much longer I can stay strong
Your career fell off, R Kelly
Had to go revisit my past
Remind myself I ain't finna relapse
Here's a message to anybody hating
Y'all paying my bills, I could never be mad
Give a fuck if I ever win a Grammy
Self conscious, aware of my surroundings
Couple screws loose, I was dropped at birth
I'm a little dysfunctional, temper tantrum

I wouldn't wish the worst upon my enemies
But I've been fighting demons endlessly
Hoping maybe someday they'll remember me
I am not the only one that's going insane
Ayo!
I've been losing track of time, simply out my fucking mind, I know
Ayo!
Tell me what is going on, I'm out my mind
Ayo!
I've been losing track of time, simply out my fucking mind, I know
Ayo!
Tell me what is going on, I'm out my mind