"Outta Control" lyrics
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
Since age of eight when my stepdad beat me with a belt
I ain't never feel like I had anybody's help
I take drugs to numb the pain but I'm trapped in hell
When I say I hope you good, I really wish you well
I kinda miss the days when life was way more simple
That flame inside of me has died, I'm trying to rekindle
And I don't need your money and you don't need my lecture
I'm bad for you, you bad for me, you know I got a temper, baby
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
It's all my fault, I fucked up, yeah, I am to blame
I am selfish, I'm controlling, yeah, I love the pain
This world is fake, I see through it like a window pane
And why they always come around once you make a name?
Sick of being humble when they love to screw you over
And I'm still trying to like the person I am when I'm sober
It pays to pay attention but we are all distracted
There's way too much at our disposal, time it keeps on passing, yeah
I hope when I get older that I made the right decision
I'm praying to my God but I'm so far from a Christian
I really should be grateful but I am getting greedy
My demon loves to toy with my emotions, he ain't leaving, nah
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
Since age of eight when my stepdad beat me with a belt
I ain't never feel like I had anybody's help
I take drugs to numb the pain but I'm trapped in hell
When I say I hope you good, I really wish you well
I kinda miss the days when life was way more simple
That flame inside of me has died, I'm trying to rekindle
And I don't need your money and you don't need my lecture
I'm bad for you, you bad for me, you know I got a temper, baby
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
It's all my fault, I fucked up, yeah, I am to blame
I am selfish, I'm controlling, yeah, I love the pain
This world is fake, I see through it like a window pane
And why they always come around once you make a name?
Sick of being humble when they love to screw you over
And I'm still trying to like the person I am when I'm sober
It pays to pay attention but we are all distracted
There's way too much at our disposal, time it keeps on passing, yeah
I hope when I get older that I made the right decision
I'm praying to my God but I'm so far from a Christian
I really should be grateful but I am getting greedy
My demon loves to toy with my emotions, he ain't leaving, nah
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
How did I get so cold?
I may never know
Now I'm on this road
So alone, I'm outta control
