"Sober Pt. 2" lyrics
What have I become
And why do I
Just smoke until it's done
The pain inside
Has got me fucking numb
I sobered up
But it was not enough
Why do I?
Smoke away my pain 'cause deep inside I feel defeated
Dealing with these voices I can't fight away my demons
It's been tug of war we cannot come to an agreement
Lying to myself so I get higher on the weekend
Grampy passed away and I did not go say goodbye
Living with remorse is simply eating me alive
Lying in my bed I'm asking God please tell me why
I'm reaching for a bottle in the middle of the night
Pushing everyone away from me that loves me most
Look into my eyes you could've swore I seen a ghost
9 months I was clean then I relapsed once again
I'm destined to be great but I can never make amends
What have I become
And why do I
Just smoke until it's done
The pain inside
Has got me fucking numb
I sobered up
But it was not enough
Why do I?
Give into my urges just to suffer from it later
Done with helping you because you won't return the favour
Find myself reacting oh so often outta anger
Barely hanging on I'm slowly sinking with this anchor
Searching for an answer why I never am at peace
Neglected as a child, why did Daddy had to leave
Haunted by my past, maybe I should let it be
Maybe I should write a novel from my pain and misery
I don't wanna die before my presence shall be known
Battling addiction, it is one hell of a road
Lord, can you forgive me of my sins and cleanse my soul
Roll another doobie just to balance out the lows
What have I become
And why do I
Just smoke until it's done
The pain inside
Has got me fucking numb
I sobered up
But it was not enough
Why do I?
And why do I
Just smoke until it's done
The pain inside
Has got me fucking numb
I sobered up
But it was not enough
Why do I?
Smoke away my pain 'cause deep inside I feel defeated
Dealing with these voices I can't fight away my demons
It's been tug of war we cannot come to an agreement
Lying to myself so I get higher on the weekend
Grampy passed away and I did not go say goodbye
Living with remorse is simply eating me alive
Lying in my bed I'm asking God please tell me why
I'm reaching for a bottle in the middle of the night
Pushing everyone away from me that loves me most
Look into my eyes you could've swore I seen a ghost
9 months I was clean then I relapsed once again
I'm destined to be great but I can never make amends
What have I become
And why do I
Just smoke until it's done
The pain inside
Has got me fucking numb
I sobered up
But it was not enough
Why do I?
Give into my urges just to suffer from it later
Done with helping you because you won't return the favour
Find myself reacting oh so often outta anger
Barely hanging on I'm slowly sinking with this anchor
Searching for an answer why I never am at peace
Neglected as a child, why did Daddy had to leave
Haunted by my past, maybe I should let it be
Maybe I should write a novel from my pain and misery
I don't wanna die before my presence shall be known
Battling addiction, it is one hell of a road
Lord, can you forgive me of my sins and cleanse my soul
Roll another doobie just to balance out the lows
What have I become
And why do I
Just smoke until it's done
The pain inside
Has got me fucking numb
I sobered up
But it was not enough
Why do I?
