"Apathetic" lyrics

Silent I'm running away
Bathe in the water that's stained
Drowning in minimum wage
Slave to the darkest of days
I am the phantom that sways
I'll be erased from this place
I need a taste
I feel disgrace
I continue to fade
Handle the pain
Can't handle my fate
Please help me relate

I got an offer that you can't refuse (Nah)
Money and drugs, streams and the views (Yeah)
You entertain while the critics imbue
Happiness sex, the pills and the booze
Isn't that what you want? (Yeah)
All of these women you get to flaunt (Okay)
One in a million this is your shot (Yeah)
Just sign this paper I'll give you the spot

No
I want to pay my own toll
I want a girl with a beautiful soul
I want a reason to get up and go
I don't want you to decide on my roll
Create and inspire my fans are the goal
I don't want nothing to do with a loan
Pressure is building inside of my skull
I want to break, sell out of my soul

Why don't you do it? It'd make it so easy (Huh?)
I've read the reviews, they think that you're cheesy (What?)
I gotta dispute since you don't believe me
Look at the numbers, they're flowing so freely (Okay)
I promise you that nothing is sneaky
Just open your eyes and see what I'm seeking
It's no surprise, to think I'm deceiving (Yeah)
All in the lines quit being so needy

Nah, I need to prove you a point
It's all about music not me to exploit
Got love and the passion combined like a joint
So I'm taking your deal I'll rip and destroy it
I'll come for your throat
Manipulate all of my hopes
Take advantage as you stick and you poke
You're a virus parasites in control
No thanks, I'd rather be dead than a host