"whatever you want" lyrics

Baby, why you lying?
Why you playing in my face?
You go playin' with my feelings
Then I pull myself away
Tell me, is it all in my head?
Tell me, what did I do wrong
Maybe, at the very least
Could I get a heads up?
When's it my turn to be selfish?
When's it my turn to be selfish?
Baby, why you lying?
Why you playing in my face?
You go playin' with my feelings
Then I pull myself away

I don't need to worry 'bout the future
I know that it's nothing to you
I can think about right now and make a song
It's nothing new
You know it's true, you fucking do
Playing dumb like you don't know it hurts
Like you don't got a clue
What's the point of saying it to your face?
When you make me sick
You only make me waste
Waste my time on lies
On jokes, it's fine
I need someone to stay here
To call my line, to call my line

"You seem upset?"
Sorry, I can't hide it
Sorry that I'm like this
Jealousy's a sickness
Gets inside my skin
It's insidious, like an idiot
I sit and wait as if you would give me a kiss
I know I'm secondary
In your life, I know it's true
I'd write your obituary
Would you write one for me too?
I know, I'm not dead yet
I promise, one day soon, though
You will finally get to know
What it's like to be alone

If I kill myself, maybe everyone
Would remember who I was
Who I was, who I was
Who I was, who I was
Who I was
If I kill myself, maybe everyone
Would remember who I was
Who I was, who I was
Who I was, who I was
See me as who I could have been
If I never loved anyone

You can go and say you're sorry
For the past that's dead and gone
You can do the common courtesy
And then get to move on
You can act and play the part
So you can still feel good
You can do whatever that you think you fucking should
You can go and say you're sorry
For the past that's dead and gone
You can do the common courtesy
And then get to move on
You can act and play the part
So you can still feel good
You can do whatever that you think you fucking should

You can go and say you're sorry
For the past that's dead and gone
There is no forgiveness, why am I even making this song?
You can act and play the part so you can still feel good
You can do whatever that you think you fucking should
You can go and say you're sorry
For the past that's dead and gone
There is no forgiveness, why am I even making this song?
Bound to make history repeat itself, rewriting the same hook
You can do whatever, except think 'bout if you should

If you should