"Up To The Sky" lyrics

I hate that I can't say sorry
And think that I need nobody
When me on my own is not enough
I sleep in and still feel foggy
And work is my only hobby
I think that I need some better luck

Cause I know my days are counted
So I need saving ain't no way around it
Anymore, and I hate to think about it
But when I'm gone what would they say
About me, that's why I

Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the man I was
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the things I've done
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah

I hate that I'm never sober
I slip and I lose composure
Maybe I'm just not good enough, no oh
I push when my heart gets closer
Been hurting since late October
I think that it's time I open up

Cause I know my days are numbered
So I can't waste away my life and suffer
Anymore, and I hope I meet my lover
But when I'm gone what would she think about me?
That's why I

Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the man I was
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah
Look up to the sky and I pray you
Remember the things I've done
When I'm up in the sky with the angels
Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah