"calamity" lyrics

[xona:]
So closed, pretty with your eyes
I don't wanna feel again, I wanna see this shit and I advise
When you put a lie, I could never find a friend and it's hard to live
And I don't wanna waste my time for the days that we left back
It's not at all bad, and when we're all that
Don't take that for my life, I can't hold a grudge

Everything that falls apart can stay away
Such a target now when it comes to play
So fuck off when you're gonna call now
I wanted everything but I don't wanna love
I don't wanna try, fucked up and I bleed out
It's just another day and I don't see it now
And I don't need another minute of solitude
But when I go bad would you hate me too?

[quannnic:]
The past, I don't wanna bring that back
The laughs, I don't wanna lose another friend
We had something but we fucking lost it
So confused but I keep on thinking
I don't care at all, life ain't fair at all
Handicapped, but I start to crawl
I don't care at all, life ain't fair at all
Handicapped, but I start to crawl
Bleeding out, I'm on the floor
Don't know why it's you I fell for
Think about you when I get bored
I just want someone to care for
Waste my time 'cause it won't happen
When I die, will it be so tragic?
Read my mind like telepathic
Stay on the floor, not moving, I'm static

[xona:]
So closed, pretty with your eyes
I don't wanna feel again, I wanna see this shit and I advise
When you put a lie, I could never find a friend and it's hard to live
And I don't wanna waste my time for the days that we left back
It's not at all bad, and when we're all that
Don't take that for my life, I can't hold a grudge