"The Girl That I Used To Be" lyrics

I miss how sharp I used to be
When all I can think about is me
When I trust my guts completely
And always know where to find my keys

I miss how careless I could be
Not a single soul depend on me
Didn't think it'd be a luxury
To stay in bed and sleep till three

I can't quite explain it
It's not that I hate it
I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye
To the girl that I used to be

My silly insecurities
Just 'cause I don't fit in my old jeans
My body bears the pain in all its beauty
Yeah, I can always count on me

I'm the default
Down to a fault
I'm always the go-to
"Ask her, she'll know what to do"

I can't quite explain it
It's not that I hate it
I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye

It happened, oh, so quickly
I became a Mom so naturally
But no one told me I would have to say goodbye
To the girl that I used to be