"Everything" lyrics

I felt a drawstring pull me up from my own shadow
Give me some purpose while my heart is laying fallow
I used to tell myself that things would be fine
If I made myself smaller but not this time

Gave up on everything, everything I trusted
I sang out from a dream but something interrupted
There's a hole in my heart and I feel my life in collapse
But I want to take it back

Don't mean to rush it, I know healing is a process
So I just push it down down down into my conscience
Tell everybody I've been doing okay
But to be perfectly honest I'm not that great

Gave up on everything, everything I trusted
I sang out from a dream but something interrupted
There's a hole in my heart and I feel my life in collapse
But I want to take it back

And I take my time
Wandering this world of mine
I take my time
But this time I've had enough
I've had enough

Gave up on everything, everything I trusted
I sang out from a dream but something interrupted
There's a hole in my heart and I feel my life in collapse
But I want to take it back
Take it back
Take it back