"I Thought You Loved Me" lyrics

Yeah, ayy

It's a part of me down to my arteries
I gave my all to you, you gave your all to me
Knew you was duckin' me, but it was hard to see
I thought you loved me
See, it's a part of me down to my arteries
I gave my all to you, you gave your all to me
Knew you was duckin' me, but it was hard to see
I thought you loved me (Yeah, look)

Seems like I can only write songs if I'm takin' a sip
Givin' my heart, killin' my liver to give y'all these hits
Literally givin' my life for y'all
Livin' like Jesus Christ for y'all and what do I get?
Constant backlash, for heavy is the crown that sits on the tip
All these hoes in my hands, but what's they intents?
Get they nails did and damn
They nail his ass to the cross as soon as he take a loss, oh (Yeah, yeah, uh)

Seems like I can only write songs while goin' through shit
Givin' way too much to lesser people while no one the shit
All this guilt is hangin' over me and you holdin' the shit
Ain't water my garden, but expect it to grow and the shit
Wonder why I'm failin' at my plans
Throwin' mud up on your name, ignore the dirt that's on my hands
I wrote down all my goals, but it washed away in sand
But I'ma buy another chain soon as I get my next advance, stupid nigga
Could've used that twenty for somethin' else

It's a part of me down to my arteries (Arteries)
I gave my all to you, you gave your all to me
Knew you was duckin' me, but it was hard to see
I thought you loved me
See, it's a part of me down to my arteries
I gave my all to you, you gave your all to me (All to you)
Knew you was duckin' me, but it was hard to see
I thought you loved me

Sometimes I put my whole life on the line
Don't know why I always put my feelings aside (Thought you loved me)
Sometimes I give my life
Wonder why I always put my life on the line (I thought you loved me)

Yeah, feels like I can't ever spill my heart without spillin' it all
Feels like I been numbin' to a point ain't no feelin' at all
Hard to grow foundation when I'm too busy buildin' a wall
I can't close that chapter in my life without sealin' you off
I can't say I love you without knowin' it's gettin' returned
Hard to cover scars on my heart when it's so many burns
Had to drink a fifth of DeLeón just to get through the words
Wonder if love really earned, wonder if

Swear to God, I feel like there's a part of me that still wanna make this shit work
The other side of me is prophet, rather just bury the hurt
Other half of me is petty, I should take back my shirts
Soon as you told me I ain't the one, I'm repoin' the purse
I'm full of Percs, but baby girl, I ain't poppin' them pills
Unfollow me on Instagram, you forgot this was real
Got me gettin' so high that I'm blockin' Shaquille
Had the thang cocked and concealed, I almost lost it, for real
Chill, Cozz, you can't do too much 'cause you got you a deal
Fuck that, bitches got me hot, so I'm not finna chill
Fuck that, nigga, you don't know what I dropped on them bills
Fuck that, nigga, you don't know
Look, we got it, for real
We gotta start doin' a better job of vettin' the shit
Fuck that, nigga, do you know what I did for this shit?
Fuck a handout, dog, I gave up a limb for this shit
Ayo, let's put an end to this shit, take your revenge of the spliff

I can't share my time with no fake ho (And we'll smoke up)
I can't share my time with no fake, yeah
Can't share my energy with fake broads
Can't share my energy with fake, yeah
I can't share my time with no fake ho
I can't share my time with no fake, yeah
I can't share my energy with fake hoes
I can't share my energy with
I thought you loved me