"Honest" lyrics

I've been laying wide awake
I have something I have to say
I look at your face, and
I'm ready to cave in
No one I'm waiting
I'm driving the blade in
There's no easier way to explain
Make it all go away
I am to blame
I never, I never

I never loved you if we're honest, honest
I know this isn't what we promised, promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far

You're not like me, you're too good
Still you want me, I knew you would
I thought it was love, cause
I was hooked like a drug, and
If that's not enough, yeah
I'm calling my bluff, no
I knew you would want me to stay
No, I'm walking away
Don't you wait
I never, I never

I never loved you if we're honest, honest
I know this isn't what we promised, promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far

I never loved you if we're honest, honest
I know this isn't what we promised, promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far