"Not Ok" lyrics

I wanna hide forever
Alone in the dark
I thought I'm getting better
But look here we are
And I'm getting bad again
And I'm hurting you again
And I don't know who I am
Now...

You know it's really hard
Try'na shed my tears away
Freakin' smiling all day
But I'm not really ok

I'm ok
I'm not ok
I'm ok
But I'm not really ok

I'm tired of saying I'm fine
Because the truth is I'm not
But I know that it's alright
It takes time cause it's a lot
And I'll be happy again
And I won't hurt you again
And I'll be okay again
Soon...

You know it's really hard
Try'na shed my tears away
Freakin' smiling all day
But I'm not really ok

I'm ok
I'm not ok
I'm ok
But I'm not really ok
But I'm not really ok

Ok

You know it's really hard
Try'na shed my tears away
Freakin' smiling all day
But I'm not really ok

I'm ok
I'm not ok
I'm ok
But I'm not really ok