"silence STArEs me down" lyrics

When I look into that glass
And see myself
There's this everlasting thought
It keeps on going
I'm by myself
With no one else
When I'm drowning in this hell

Only silence stares me down
Only silence stares me down

And I know that if I really try
I can bring myself to make it right
I just gotta understand what's happening
When silence stares me down

Yeah, ay, uh
24 hours is not enough to split my time uh
In three years we're just way too long for a bumpy ride
I took an exit, then I met the one to really crack my smile
I didn't expect it, but plans are laughable, one time divine
With you, I'm always tryna spend like an hour more
But you said that we're not together, the fuck are these flowers for?
The highs you give me put me on that stage when I'm not on tour
And everybody said that shit is hard to find
Then she said I live in the hell of my own design
But when we're talking goals it gets harder to pick a side
The trophies I collect, my seeming love pointless without your smile
But till then I might just say thank you for popping by

And I know that if I really try
I can bring myself to make it right
I just gotta understand what's happening
When silence stares me down