"Suffering" lyrics

(How the hell can I heal myself)

How the hell can I heal myself
When you make me feel like killing myself
You don't want to be mine but you need my help
You cross the line
What do you mean "oh well"
It's crazy
You make me wanna slit my wrists
The way that you jump from dick to dick
It's like you don't give a fucking shit
The wick is lit and you won't get what's coming you fucking bitch

When the night comes around, my demons come out and play
I try to drown them all out, but it won't keep 'em at bay
So I sing until everyone knows what you did to me
I could die just trying to love you

I can tell you love me in the worst way
I got you running in an endless race
Don't know what you saw in the first place
I just want to help you alleviate
All of your pain
All your suffering
All of your pain
All your suffering

This is the ending
You stopped being friendly
You wouldn't defend me
And you couldn't amend these
Wounds you cause, you went too far
That really shows who you truly are
There's not enough drugs in the world to rock a buzz
That would numb my blood from what you've done
And you know I'm not the one to run
But when I'm under the gun you know this ain't fucking love

When the night comes around, my demons come out and play
I try to drown them all out, but it won't keep 'em at bay
So I sing until everyone knows what you did to me
I could die just trying to love you

I can tell you love me in the worst way
I got you running in an endless race
Don't know what you saw in the first place
I just want to help you alleviate
All of your pain
All your suffering
All of your pain
All your suffering

I can tell you love me in the worst way
I got you running in an endless race
Don't know what you saw in the first place
I just want to help you alleviate
All of your pain (I'd take it all away)
All your suffering (I'd take it all away)
All of your pain (I'd take it all away)
All your suffering (I'd take it all)