"Breakdown" lyrics

I really hate this part
Ears ringing from the beating of my heart
It's the fear, it's the dark
In the water with a circling shark
And I can't breathe, can't move, can't leave this room
Smoke weed, no use, I'm weak, I'm bruised
I'm a freak, trust me, I'll lose
Can't hide when it comes for you

Am I looking at a breakdown or a breakthrough?
Looking for a way out of all my issues
You know I don't really mind a quick fix
'Cause I don't like life when it feels like this

Am I looking at a breakdown or a breakthrough?
Looking for a way out of all my issues
You know I don't really mind a quick fix
'Cause I don't like life when it feels like this

How much longer can I take it?
I need pills to be patient
There's a war in my head, ghosts under my bed
And there's bones in the basement
Getting better, shrug it off
Lying with my fingers crossed
I really hate this part
One step forward then back to the start

Am I looking at a breakdown or a breakthrough?
Looking for a way out of all my issues
You know I don't really mind a quick fix
'Cause I don't like life when it feels like this

Am I looking at a breakdown or a breakthrough?
Looking for a way out of all my issues
You know I don't really mind a quick fix
'Cause I don't like life when it feels like this

Will it ever just go away?
I can't deal with this everyday
I really hate this part
Ears ringing from the beating of my heart
I really hate this part
One step forward then back to the start

Am I looking at a breakdown or a breakthrough?
Looking for a way out of all my issues
You know I don't really mind a quick fix
'Cause I don't like life when it feels like this

Am I looking at a breakdown or a breakthrough?
Looking for a way out of all my issues
You know I don't really mind a quick fix
'Cause I don't like life when it feels like this

Am I looking at a breakdown or a breakthrough?
Looking for a way out of all my issues
You know I don't really mind a quick fix
'Cause I don't like life when it feels like this