"Teenage Renegade" lyrics

There was a time I felt alive, I was deluded
I lit the fire that burnt the city to the ground
I was blinded, couldn't see what I was doing
But I can see it now

I'm anxious, restless
Always stuck in my brain
Losing focus
Think I'm going insane
Constant heartbreak
Waiting right on the edge
For it to happen again

I used to be so reckless
How could I forget this?
Wasting my time
Used to wanna run
Don't know where that girl has gone
She was a blue hot summer in
The middle of July
She wanted everything she couldn't have
And nothing made her cry
I was a teenage renegade
How'd I end up so afraid?

I was young, I was the life of every party
I got brighter as the sun was going down
Now my reflection is a stranger, cold and empty
Don't recognize her now

I'm anxious, restless
Always stuck in my brain
Losing focus
Think I'm going insane
Constant heartbreak
Waiting right on the edge
For it to happen again

I used to be so reckless
How could I forget this?
Wasting my time
Used to wanna run
Don't know where that girl has gone
She was a blue hot summer in
The middle of July
She wanted everything she couldn't have
And nothing made her cry
I was a teenage renegade
How'd I end up so afraid?

I was a teenage renegade
I was a teenage renegade

I used to be so reckless
How could I forget this?
Wasting my time
Used to wanna run
Don't know where that girl has gone
She was a blue hot summer in
The middle of July
She wanted everything she couldn't have
And nothing made her cry
I was a teenage renegade
How'd I end up so afraid?