"Someone I Never Had" lyrics

I talk to myself like I'm at a mirror
Asked if I'm still runnin'
Asked if there's still things I left unsaid
To the girl I miss so much

'Cause all the chords on my guitar
All the songs I didn't start
Oh, she still finds her way back in
To every note that I sing
All the memories it brings
It makes me think what we should've been

I'm counting my breaths, all the way down to one
Until there's not enough air in my lungs
Not for me to say, what I'm thinkin' of
Oh, who would've thought that you'd hit like a truck
Oh, I'm losing sleep, hopin' you're missing me
I don't know why I feel this way
It's driving me mad
I'm missing someone I never had

I write with a paper and pen
But what I really meant to say to her
I turned it to a song that she might never hear, never hear

'Cause all the chords on my guitar
All the songs I didn't start
Oh, she still finds her way back in
To every note that I sing
All the memories it brings
It makes me think what we should've been

I'm counting my breaths, all the way down to one
Until there's not enough air in my lungs
Not for me to say, what I'm thinkin' of
Oh, who would've thought that you'd hit like a truck
Oh, I'm losing sleep, hopin' you're missing me
I don't know why I feel this way
It's driving me mad
I'm missing someone I never had

I'd skip all the good parts
Just to have you
And see you eye to eye
I promise you this time
Oh, I won't waste my breath
And I'll tell you, and I'll tell you, oh

I'm counting my breaths, all the way down to one
Until there's not enough air in my lungs
Not for me to say, what I'm thinkin' of
Oh, who would've thought that you'd hit like a truck
Oh, I'm losing sleep, hopin' you're missing me
I don't know why I feel this way
It's driving me mad
I'm missing someone I never had