"Promise" lyrics

Didn't mean to leave you hanging
Too drunk to hear what you're saying
My thoughts getting way too dangerous
I just needed one more moment
To hide from my emotions
But you wanted to control it

You took a moment of weakness
And gave it a meaning
Used it as a reason to treat me like a stranger
I guess I should have known
That the love would go

My love, be honest
Make me a promise
That if your feelings start to fade
You'll clear your conscience

My love, be truthful
I'd rather lose you
Than to question if I ever even knew you

I can feel the distance
When we kiss
Like there's something that you don't want
Leaving your lips

But I'd rather feel you pull out the blade
Than to leave it in
Please don't make me bleed out
I'd rather just die quick

Fake love, real love, couldn't tell the difference
'Til the colors started draining from our pictures
I was too late by the time I saw you slipping
I tried to hold on, but we was just too broke to fix it

She don't, she don't
Wanna leave but I know
That it's for the best
Crying, we both a mess
She thinks, she thinks
That I don't know
The love is gone

My love, be honest
Make me a promise
That if your feelings start to fade
You'll clear your conscience

My love, be truthful
I'd rather lose you
Than to question if I ever even knew you

I can feel the distance
When we kiss
Like there's something that you don't want
Leaving your lips

But I'd rather feel you pull out the blade
Than to leave it in
Please don't make me bleed out
I'd rather just die quick