"December Hurts" lyrics

Last Christmas, sitting 'round a fake tree
Opening old wounds I didn't ask no one to get me
What is it about this time of year?
Tie a bow around the trauma and pretend that it's not here

Violent nights, lonely nights
Nothing is calm here, nothing is bright

Oh, the Christmas song you never heard
Deck the halls with sadness, every year it's getting worse
Oh, hear those sleigh bells on a hearse
Merry Christmas, everybody, but for me
December hurts

(Hark the herald angels sing
To the ones who can't go home tonight
And got nobody to ring)

Last Christmas, I was thrown out of the house
I drunk myself to honest, let the truth pour from my mouth
And what is it about this family?
It's the 25th of I remember every one of these

Violent nights, lonely nights
Nothing is calm here, nothing is bright

Whoa, the Christmas song you never heard
Deck the halls with sadness, every year it's getting worse
Oh, hear those sleigh bells on a hearse
Merry Christmas, everybody, but for me
December hurts

Hark the herald angels sing
To the ones who can't go home tonight
And got nobody to ring
Hark the herald angels sing
To the kids who hear their parents fight
Who missed out on everything

Oh, the Christmas song you never heard
Deck the halls with sadness, 'cause for me
December hurts