"Trauma" lyrics

When I was separated from your arms
I tried to hold on
I couldn't let go
The way you walked away without a sight
Cause you were hurt too
Now I understand

I wish I had known how to stop you then
I wish I told you
I'll be fine without you

Deep down and down and down
Deep down inside
I realized
I was traumatized
When you're down and down and down
You tend to hide
I realized
You were traumatized

I called you everyday straight for a year
And then I just stopped
Cause I got used to it
I learned to live without you in my life
And then I grew up
Now I'm doing fine

I wish you'll hear this song and tell me now
That you're okay too
We can laugh about it

Deep down and down and down
Deep down inside
I realized
I was traumatized
When you're down and down and down
You tend to hide
I realized
You were traumatized

Through the years I've fought to move on
Tearing down the walls that shaped my soul
Found the pieces I gave away
Now I'm finally in bloom

And now I'm near the age you were
I truly understand

Deep down and down and down
Deep down inside
I realized
I was traumatized
When you're down and down and down
You tend to hide
I realized
You were traumatized