"Stars On The Ceiling" lyrics

You ask me how I'm doing
I say I'm not doing well
There's a list of things and I could go on forever
I don't know why you asked
There's nothing you can say
We'd probably be better off talking about weather

And I feel like dying
Ugly face crying
The stars on my ceiling have heard it all before
These questions are loaded
And I'm villain coded
The hero exploded and headed for the shore
And I don't want to be here anymore

There's a part of me that thinks
It's not really all that bad
I think I can trick myself if I'm being clever
There's a pulse in my ears
And a ticket for a train
To a place I always thought we'd go together

And I feel like dying
Ugly face crying
The stars on my ceiling have heard it all before
The questions are loaded
And I'm villain coded
The hero exploded and is heading for the shore
And I don't want to be here anymore

I keep on searching
For that thing to make me whole
The vices that always work are proving useless
And I'm falling through the cracks
While you're sealing them up
Suffocating underneath the ruins

And I feel like dying
Ugly face crying
The stars on my ceiling have heard it all before
The questions are loaded
And I'm villain coded
The hero exploded and is heading for the shore
And I don't want to be here
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be here anymore