"Kerosene" lyrics

I wanna drink the kerosene
So you notice me in my dreams
I feel like sniffing ephedrine and taking hallucinogens
Maybe then you'll take me seriously

I want to feel human for an hour, but now

You pretend that your dead
And I still fall for it
Your telling all your secrets to the boy you never met
Now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess
But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed

I'm feeling blue its overdue I'm used to it
I fell for you I'm risk averse
I'm such a bore, I'm not the one your searching for
Would things be different if I smoked

I want to feel human for an hour but now

You pretend that your dead, and I still fall for it
You're telling all your secrets to the boy you never met
Now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess
But Id still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed

The grass is greener when your high
So why can't I see straight?
Or say your name right?

You pretend that your dead
And I still fall for it
Your telling all your secrets to the boy you never met
Now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think your a mess
But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed