"Until The End" lyrics

So if the world's not on our side
I'll look towards the sunlight
I'll look towards the pain
And if we're all against the tide
I'll try to make it alright
I'll try to make a change
Until the end

I don't need a purpose or meaning
I'm just a cog inside a system
'Til the day I stop breathing
'Cause when you stop and take a listen
There's no break in the screaming
And when the bodies keep on falling
There's no way I'm retreatin'
'Cause when the dead knock
We can hear the pounding and pleading
With every head gone
I can't make amends with my demons
Until the end comes
Just another rat to keep feeding
We keep on bandaging our bodies
But we can't stop the bleeding
I don't mean to tempt fate
Feel I'm only dead weight
Bare the fangs of wolves
But we're tools in a death game
Readjust my head space
Man is made from flesh
They say I'm just a pawn
But this pawn can still checkmate
See another me
In the pools and the red stains
I can hardly breathe
When I'm pulled to the edge lay
Fallen on the streets
And they crawl through the depths
Make puddles out of meat
That don't call in the next day
They say I'm used to danger
How we all change when screw with nature
Watching their face, for their true behavior
Put a bullet in my body, make 'em choose the chamber

I am trying to find the person that they said I couldn't be
I am trying to fight the cursed things that look the same as me

So if the world's not on your side
I'll look towards the sunlight
I'll look towards the pain
And if we're all against the tide
I'll try to make it alright
I'll try to make a change
Until the end

Maybe you've forgotten your faith
When you're coasting through life you get lost in the waves
No I don't want to die, but that's not gonna change
Way I walk off the line like a moth to a flame
Got it bottled away
Locked into place
Stuck
Rot in the grave
Not gonna wake
Up
Shot in the face
Wanting to taste
Blood
I got clots in my veins
Knots in my brain
Stop
With the flips of the coin that gon' never land even
Give me the choice ain't regretting my reasons
Sift through the noise and deliver my grievance
Built to destroy but can't sever my freedoms
You can change the day or the season
I won't ever sway in allegiance
I won't ever break or be weakened
Look into my face I'm a beacon
I am not the monster that lays in the deep end

So if the world's not on your side
I'll look towards the sunlight
I'll look towards the pain
And if we're all against the tide
I'll try to make it alright
I'll try to make a change
Until the end

Never once cared for my own life
Keep fighting 'til I drop or we Both die
Hearts on their sleeves but I don't want to show mine
Storms on the seas break crews but the boats fine
Hope they don't cry
Hear their pleas like a breeze on the low chimes
No belief when you see me with closed eyes
In the trees there's a beast of my own kind

I am trying to find the person that they said I couldn't be
I am trying to fight the cursed things that look the same as me

'Cause if the world's not on your side
I'll look towards the sunlight
I'll look towards the pain
And if we're all against the tide
I'll try to make it alright
I'll try to make a change
Until the end

Woah oh
Until the end
Woah oh
'Cause I won't change
Until the end