"best at being bad" lyrics

I'm the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I'm just tryna be somebody that I shouldn't

I'm just a product of my environment
I built a home in the fire that I was dying in
They hit my line, I hit decline, so they don't try again
They see the surface, but nobody down to dive in
Demons talk they sound like me
Silence louder when I speak
Miss my soul it's feeling bleak
Been like this for half a week
Locked away inside a screen
Everything is meant to be
Build a world where I feel seen
Everything is make belief

I'm the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I'm just tryna be somebody that I shouldn't

Staring at a screen
All I do is waste
Momma saying "everybody has those days"
Staring at a fiend
Daily mind erase
Momma this a living hell and that's my everyday

Yea
I'm the best at being terrible
My songs are mediocre
And the lyrics are unbearable
My whole careers a laughing stock
So Imma go hysterical
And drink to all my failures
As I sit atop this ferris wheel
I tend to go in circles
Round the problems that I have everyday
And all the passion in my heart is turned to ash in a tray
Without a destination I'm content with questioning fate
Like if I'm really horrible
Then let me say that

I'm the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I'm just tryna be somebody that I shouldn't
I'm the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I'm just tryna be somebody that I shouldn't