"i don't wanna be me anymore" lyrics

I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore

Yeah, feel my confidence fallin' in a swan dive
And I ain't special, please don't put me in your archive
I go to sleep and know I wake up on the wrong side
I haven't liked myself in such a long time (Long time)
But if I disappear, problem solved
Always find my noddin' off
I'm convinced I'm not enough
I say I'm good, they call my bluff
I try to be okay with the thought of humiliation
But everyday I'm awake I'm avoidin' my obligations
So maybe I'll face it, that everything I do is basic
I said I was destined for greatness but I'm workin' a grill at my dayshift
I am not convinced this is it but I don't know
'Cause every day I'm at my best I still feel like I'm a joke

I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore

Wish I was more lovable
I hate makin' food so I Lunchable
Stay lookin' up 'cause I'm gullible
And I'm sick of feelin' uncomfortable
Step it back so I reassess
It might take a while so I need a sec
I bet once I'm there I won't be a mess
You get peace of mind when you're free of stress
But what if it don't work?
I might get lost while I soul-search
Up then I'm down like a coaster
We all takin' a plunge but I'll go first
I guess it's back to square one
Lotta problems that I'm taking care of
This sucks

I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore