"Kill Me Or Kiss Me" lyrics

It's hard to look at her, it's kind of terrifying
What am I supposed to do, lean in or try to fight it?
It's got me going through a minor existential crisis
There's lightning in the sky, I'm standing in the open
I should go run and hide, but I'm just out here hoping
That it'll hit me and start running through my veins
What if it does, but it just doesn't feel the same?

What if I jump in and sink just like a stone?
What if I hold back and take my chances alone?
What if I throw my stubborn heart at the wall
And find out that you're still holding it all?
Maybe I'm just freaking out
The future's bringing me down
Just put me six in the ground
Kill me or kiss me right now

What if she brings you up? What if I can't stop talking?
That classic overshare, I start and I can't stop it
I'm looking at her now, but all I see is you
What am I doing here with someone else?
But I don't know what else I can do

What if I jump in and sink just like a stone?
What if I hold back and take my chances alone?
What if I throw my stubborn heart at the wall
And find out that you're still holding it all?
Maybe I'm just freaking out
The future's bringing me down
Just put me six in the ground
Kill me or kiss me right now

Why does it feel so wrong?
It's just two vodka tonics
Maybe one more and my
Heart won't feel like it's haunted
It ain't her fault she's gonna think that I'm just noncommittal
When you're with someone else, do you still miss me just a little?

What if I jump in and sink just like a stone?
What if I hold back and take my chances alone?
What if I throw my stubborn heart at the wall
And find out that you're still holding it all?
Maybe I'm just freaking out
The future's bringing me down
Just put me six in the ground
Kill me or kiss me right now
Kill me or kiss me right now