"Young King" lyrics

I've been wondering why the silence never felt quiet
Voices in my head telling me to quit tryin'
I should finally get help
Cause I'm so nice to everyone but never to myself
Yeah I've been wondering if I lost it
Why is getting out of bed becoming so exhausting?
I blame the internet for why my thoughts are toxic
Numb to the bone and I'm blind to my progress, cause

Used to drink to ease the pain when I would go out
Mam would call and tell me I need to slow down
Funny how it took me turning 30 to figure out this hurting that I wrote down

(I just wrote down... I just wrote down...)

I'm a Young King
A king in the making
I love me, that's all I've been saying
I don't need a crown to show the whole world what I already know
I'm a Young King
A king in the making
I love me, that's all I've been saying
I don't need a crown to show the whole world what I already know

I swear there once was a time where
I was so broke I thought my carrier was going nowhere
Oh but
Then I ended up pushing all the way through
Now these [?] copying everything that I do
It's the truth yeah

Every single day I chose to show up
Prepared to write a thousand songs before I blow up
Funny how I only just turned 30
And conquered every single dream I wrote down

(I'm a... I'm a...)

I'm a Young King
A king in the making
I love me, that's all I've been saying
I don't need a crown to show the whole world what I already know
I'm a Young King
A king in the making
I love me, that's all I've been saying
I don't need a crown to show the whole world what I already know

Yeah