"off the wall, on the edge." lyrics

And I've been off the wall and
I wish you would call me
I'm not really one to stay
But I'm not really good when you're gone
We've been off and on and
I wish you would call me
I don't really want to stay
But I'm not really sure anymore

I'm still a junior
You're out of college
All of our friends said
That we should be honest
Because this situations
More than platonic
And it's safe to say
We're both fucking exhausted
Of trying to hide
All the bullshit and games
Well deny when we're sober
But drunk always play
It's kind of our normal
You drive me insane
It almost feels better
I guess we're used to this pain

And I've been off the wall and
I wish you would call me
I'm not really one to stay
But I'm not really sure anymore
We've been off and on and
I wish you would call me
I don't really want to stay
But I'm not really good when you're gone
Hang off I'm on the edge I
Wish you all the best I
Don't want to
Let you down
Let you down tonight
Hang off I'm on the edge I
Wish you all the best I
Don't want to
Let you down
Let you down tonight

Now your in the city
I'm in the suburbs
You got a job
And I've been home for the summer
You don't hit me up
But you're in town for the weekend
You text all your friends
And say you wanted to see them
And that kind of hurts
Always bullshit and games
We'll deny when we're sober
But drunk always play
It's kind of our normal
You drive me insane
It almost feels better
I guess we're used to this pain

And I've been off the wall and
I wish you would call me
I'm not really one to stay
But I'm not really sure anymore
We've been off and on and
I wish you would call me
I don't really want to stay
But I'm not really good when you're gone
Hang off I'm on the edge I
Wish you all the best I
Don't want to
Let you down
Let you down tonight
Hang off I'm on the edge I
Wish you all the best I
Don't want to
Let you down
Let you down tonight

Don't want to
Let you down
Let you down tonight
Hang off I'm on the edge I
Don't want to
Let you
Don't want to
Let you down
Let you down
Don't want to
Let you down
Let you down tonight
And I've been off the wall and
I wish you would call me
I'm not really one to stay
But I'm not really sure anymore