"Who Am I Kidding" lyrics

Stepped out my mother's house
Everything looks different now
I miss you, how's the city
The neighbors got bought out
Lucy's is a cardboard cutout
Does it make you happy
Oh, it hurts even asking

But there was you and me
An all-American fantasy
I picked you up just to talk of how
One day we'd buy this lot
But you don't know where the wind blows
Love is few and far between
Cause we had plans to own this city
Oh, who am I kidding

When you pictured your life
Did I ever come to mind
Was leaving that easy
And I understand why
You had to get out, it's fine
If I'd come, would you've let me
Oh, it hurts even asking

Oh, there was you and me
An all-American fantasy
And now I drive to our spot
Sitting outside this empty lot
But you don't know where the wind blows
Love is few and far between
Cause we had plans to own this city
Oh, who am I kidding

Who are we kidding
What am I missing
How did we ever get so lost
You were scared
Staying with your parents
Being half of what you always wanted

There was you and me
An all-American fantasy
And I'm the guy that you forgot
Standing outside this lot I bought
And I don't know where the wind blows
Love is few and far between
Cause we had plans own this city
And I always thought that you'd come with me
Oh, who am I kidding
Oh, who am I kidding
Oh, who am I kidding
Oh, who am I kidding