"song that you'll probably never hear" lyrics

I swear I'm selling what you're buying
I'll make you laugh, I'll make you cry
I'll make a damn fool of myself
And be the punchline if it helps

I've got so many pieces missing
From feeding all these algorithms
Rigged to blow or rigged to lose
What can you do?

And so I'm pushing through all my limits
Holding on for dear life to another year
How am I not that deep, yet so deep in it?
Writing songs that you will probably never hear
Another song that you will probably never hear

I picked up every trick I could
Got dropped by big time Hollywood
Pretend I wanted it that way
That I'm not melting from my face

But god my knives aren't rusty yet
I can't give up, can't pay my rent
A tug of war in my head
I'm at both ends

So I'm pushing down my regrets
Holding on for dear life to another year
Is this the path for me or did I misstep?
Writing songs that you will probably never hear
Cause it almost feels like I was never here

Another song that you will probably never hear
Another song that you will probably never hear