"Feel Something" lyrics

I don't know what I'm feelin' these days, but
I hope it gets better, and it
Cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade, my
Head's light as a feather

And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something-something
Little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something-something
Something to fix my heart

Yeah, sometimes I'm scared you'll open up your eyes and see the signs
Finally see I'm worthless and nothing compared to other guys
And yeah I'll cry but still smile and say it's fine
While my mind leaps to different fucking forms of suicide
Jealousy's my biggest enemy so what's the key
To put down all the drugs all my demons just face defeat
I got some family whose faces I could never see
And even some that soon won't ever fuckin' remember me

I don't know what I'm feelin' these days, but
I hope it gets better, and it
Cuts deep like I'm grippin' a blade, my
Head's light as a feather

And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something-something
Little something at all
And I hope that I feel it
Hope I feel something-something
Something to fix my heart