"I've Been Missing You To Death" lyrics

[Thomas Reid:]
I've been missing you so badly
I could take a knife and stab me
I've been missing you to death
You to death

[Foster:]
Yeah
I said, "'Til death do us part" (Part)
But I was already dead from the start (Yeah)
'Cause the hearts that you hung in my eyes
Hid the holes that you carved in my heart (Yup)
When you dug our grave that night (Night)
Would've sealed my fate so tight (Tight)
How can it go so wrong?
How the fuck can it feel so right?
I don't hate you (I don't)
And I hate myself for that (Yeah)
I gave you all of me
And honestly
I blame myself for that
I need me back (Back)
And I need for you to need me twice as bad (Bad)
But that fact is you were fine with losing everything we could've had
Yeah

[Thomas Reid & Foster:]
I've been missing you so badly
I could take a knife and stab me
I've been missing you to death
You to death

[SadBoyProlific:]
Yeah
Used to grab blades, take 'em straight to the wrist
You don't love me in the ways that I wish
Cryin' like: "God, why did You make me like this?"
Feel enabled
Brain keep enabling me
The way I convey pain, I was made for this shit
I keep trying to line the grave that I dig
[?] my thoughts still race 'til the end
When I feel [?]
I still miss my friends, can I raise up the dead?
God save me from this, can you grace me again?
In church, feeling hurt, I still raise [?]
I work through the worst, still pay for the best
Still immersed through the hurt that they place on my chest
Zero light in my eyes, almost blinked and [?]
This for people who [?] wish a thing ain't exist
I can [?] through soundwaves and sayin' shit like this

[Thomas Reid & Foster:]
I've been missing you so badly
I could take a knife and stab me
I've been missing you to death
You to death