"Valentines" lyrics
(feat. Sierra Carson)
[Sierra Carson:]
And everything seems different, but a few things stayed the same
Cause I'm still alone, stuck in my room
Writing love songs I can't sing
[SadBoyProlific:]
Lyin' to myself and sayin' it doesn't hurt
Tryna find some sense of worth
I gotta get this pen to work
Metal on my body like I'm in Berserk
Late at night to God I cry, and ask him if he'll lift this curse
Lis- listening, and lyin' in the dirt
Missin' all my friends, man this shits the worst
My wrists start to drip, you see it in the earth
Make a image worth it, guess that's why it's picture perfect
Mr. Underneath The Ground, could never make it out the surface
Maybe I don't wanna be worthless, I just want a sense of purpose
If I unload my burdens on you, would you still be worth it?
I know I ain't perfect, visiting these different churches
I want your love, I want your touch
But it's just a disturbance
All these problems reoccurring
And it's weekly in occurrence
And my bible extra firm, that's why they see me in the currents
[Sierra Carson:]
But it's snowing on Valentines Day
It's still...
If I could choose to, I'd never be alone
You would hold me in your arms and we'd grow old
[SadBoyProlific:]
I would get neglected, so by absence I'm affected
Put my heart into these raps, that's just the craft that I've perfected
Say I'm childish and you right, cause I ain't have an adolescence
I give thanks to God, and I create a lot cause it's a blessing
Constant, all the thoughts that always come with this depression
I'm awkward almost often when it comes to my expression
I often hate the sight of my reflection
Why can't I love life? I just detest it
If it don't cause me pain, ain't interested
Silent, you see pain in my complexion
If you been through some strife, then you would get this
[Sierra Carson:]
But it's snowing on Valentines Day
It's still...
If I could choose to, I'd never be alone
You would hold me in your arms and we'd grow old
And everything seems different, but a few things stayed the same
Cause I'm still alone, stuck in my room
Writing love songs I can't sing
[SadBoyProlific:]
Lyin' to myself and sayin' it doesn't hurt
Tryna find some sense of worth
I gotta get this pen to work
Metal on my body like I'm in Berserk
Late at night to God I cry, and ask him if he'll lift this curse
Lis- listening, and lyin' in the dirt
Missin' all my friends, man this shits the worst
My wrists start to drip, you see it in the earth
Make a image worth it, guess that's why it's picture perfect
Mr. Underneath The Ground, could never make it out the surface
Maybe I don't wanna be worthless, I just want a sense of purpose
If I unload my burdens on you, would you still be worth it?
I know I ain't perfect, visiting these different churches
I want your love, I want your touch
But it's just a disturbance
All these problems reoccurring
And it's weekly in occurrence
And my bible extra firm, that's why they see me in the currents
[Sierra Carson:]
But it's snowing on Valentines Day
It's still...
If I could choose to, I'd never be alone
You would hold me in your arms and we'd grow old
[SadBoyProlific:]
I would get neglected, so by absence I'm affected
Put my heart into these raps, that's just the craft that I've perfected
Say I'm childish and you right, cause I ain't have an adolescence
I give thanks to God, and I create a lot cause it's a blessing
Constant, all the thoughts that always come with this depression
I'm awkward almost often when it comes to my expression
I often hate the sight of my reflection
Why can't I love life? I just detest it
If it don't cause me pain, ain't interested
Silent, you see pain in my complexion
If you been through some strife, then you would get this
[Sierra Carson:]
But it's snowing on Valentines Day
It's still...
If I could choose to, I'd never be alone
You would hold me in your arms and we'd grow old
