"tight rope" lyrics

I trace every shot with a memory
I get visions of you leaving taking everything
I hate holding on to things so desperately
I thought I let you know you're dead to me

I can't live like this, on-
On a tightrope, I think I might choke
I can't live like this, can't-
Can't fall a sleep now, you know that I won't
I can't live like this, on-
On a tightrope, I think I might choke
I can't live like this, can't-
Can't fall a sleep now, you know that I won't

I can't bottle up my feelings, no one's ever gonna guess
I keep putting on appearances, I'm secretly depressed
I'm never who I wanna be, I know it's prolly stress
I like drinking when I'm freaking out, I hide that shit the best
(I like) I like taking shots, I can't feel what I want
Girls keep coming up to me, I don't know how to talk
I'm dying for companionship, I'm frequently replaced
I'm a living, breathing person but I'm built by my mistakes

I can't live like this, on-
On a tightrope, I think I might choke
I can't live like this, can't-
Can't fall a sleep now, you know that I won't
I can't live like this, on-
On a tightrope, I think I might choke
I can't live like this, can't-
Can't fall a sleep now, you know that I won't