"The Heart That Ate Itself" lyrics

Summer days
They fade away
I cut my breast, I'm reaching in
The one decay
Eating of my aching heart yet it remains the same

Every time I'm by myself I turn around and I see you there
In the mirror
Every time I play with myself I feel a chill in the air
And I know you're near

I'm on my own
Just lying there
With pills I take
I satiate the crave to self deflate

Every time I'm by myself I turn around and I see you there
In the mirror
Every time I play with myself I feel a chill in the air
And I know you're near

Maybe if I'm quiet and don't get into trouble
One day you will disappear
Maybe it's a personal hell I deserve
And I don't know why, remember why

Remember why
Remember why
Remember why