"blue" lyrics

I wake when I want so I sleep till noon
I don't even got a job say I'll start next June
I don't ever see the sun it gets dark so soon
Hope I'm not the only one with a heart this blue

Yeah it's been beating but it's broken
Borrowed time nah this is stolen
Turn the clock make it stop
I can't deal with all the motion
I get sick on the road but I need a escape
Small town slow down keep my feet on the break
I turn it up so loud make my mom so proud
But why I'm still getting turned down

I wake when I want so I sleep till noon
I don't even got a job say I'll start next June
I don't ever see the sun it gets dark so soon
Hope I'm not the only one with a heart this blue
And I don't want be alone but I need my space
'Cause I've been staying in my zone gotta seal my fate
No you can never hit my phone 'cause it won't vibrate
Tryna find my way so I'll be not too late

So I'll write another song about the summer
A girl I think I love her
I'm just hoping that she loves me too
Never think about another
But I still might get her number
Man I know it's not the thing to do
But I got my flaws and I need attention
Not my fault that I've been rejected
And now I need some extra validation and a permanent vacation
Just so I could try to feel alive

I wake when I want so I sleep till noon
I don't even got a job say I'll start next June
I don't ever see the sun it gets dark so soon
Hope I'm not the only one with a heart this blue
And I don't want be alone but I need my space
'Cause I've been staying in my zone gotta seal my fate
No you can never hit my phone 'cause it won't vibrate
Tryna find my way so I'll be not too late

Man I got dreams that need achieving
So you know I gotta sleeping
On the parties I was leaving pay off
And I've been dealing with my demons
But they never gonna see it
Keep it secret 'cause I gotta stay strong
Yeah I got my flaws but I won't mention those
Look from my head to toes
Don't got the designer clothes
I got my eyes on ghost
Been through the highs and lows
And I still don't know

I wake when I want so I sleep till noon
I don't even got a job say I'll start next June
I don't ever see the sun it gets dark so soon
Hope I'm not the only one with a heart this blue