"same disguise" lyrics

Threw me the keys, seventy degrees
She said "Look alive", I said "Baby, what you mean?"
Now they're falling to my feet, oh no
And I hope she doesn't see my ghosts
I was never good at sports, but I'm great at catching feelings
Said her parents got divorced and she's working on her healing
Girl, I get that, and I hope that you can get back (Ooh)
We're getting comfortable, we're getting vulnerable
And I gotta admit

I was tryna be the cool guy
I lied just to see you in the moonlight
Said "I'm mean, girl, really though, I'm too nice"
I would say whatever just to get by, yeah
You were tryna be the right girl
Say "Bye" when you wanna stay the night, girl
You would hide the way you're feeling with some white lies (Yeah-yeah)
But little does she know, I was putting on the same disguise

Let's skip the small talk, go for a long walk
That's where the conversations flow, I know they won't stop
Know you got different opinions, I still respect it
I'm tryna see the world from multiple perspectives
Let me be real with you, I'm tryna build with you
I wanna hear about your scars, maybe I'll heal a few
I wanna know about your broken heart and why it's hard to trust
I'll tell you 'bout my past if you tell me how to love
Like, ooh, I think I get it now
Girl, I was scared that if you knew me, I would let you down
So, I invented up a new me that would fit into your type
But if you do the same, then, we're falling for a lie
If we both put on a mask
We'll be in love with something that'll never last

I was tryna be the cool guy
I lied just to see you in the moonlight
Said "I'm mean, girl, really though, I'm too nice"
I would say whatever just to get by, yeah
You were tryna be the right girl
Say "Bye" when you wanna stay the night, girl
You would hide the way you're feeling with some white lies (Yeah-yeah)
But little does she know, I was putting on the same disguise